Emotional

Anytime of the day is the worst time of the day to hear bad news. I just heard a mother drove three of her children into the Hudson River in NY last nite. How much pain she must have experienced in order to even contemplate such a thing. Now the fourth child must live with that tragedy for th rest of his life, unless he ends his life early as well. God controls the world, this I believe but it indeed saddens my heart all the same to hear that people suffer such mental instability to take another persons' life. Praying for that family.

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Marriage

When you're young, u have thoughts of the perfect relationship. As u get older and experience relationships, u learn that everyone is NOT compatible. U learn everyone is not for YOU. U learn that u can only put up with so much. If ur lucky, u learned this before u turn 30! If not, ur lucky ur not married, LOL :-)

Noone can ever prepare you for YOUR marriage. U seen ur parents marriage, ur friends marriage, the neighbors, the people in the church, you just never know the going ons and the in's and outs. Some marriages don't have the right foundation, the blessing of God. It's not enough to just to be in love, there has to be more.

I thank God for the man He sent into my life. He may not be perfect, the most romantic or the richest. But the fact that God sanctioned our reunion ...that is the true meaning and foundation of a marriage. Love my husband dearly.

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i can breath and smile again

Unless you have been enslaved and abused for a paycheck for three and half years (or more) this will be lost on you. Working in fear of retaliation, working in an environment of constant unethical and blatant disregard of humanity can absolutely deteriorate you spirit and soul.

There are no words that I could pen that could lay out the outrageous behavior that has been allowed on the only community college campus in Baltimore City. People have been denied overtime, compensation given based on loyalty level, people harassed, followed /tracked during off days, lied to, shitted on, disrespected, lead by piss-poor leadership - the soil itself is demonic.

When the light shined a pin-size ray of hope at the real world away from the land of Liberty Heights Avenue, I grabbed it, caressed it, prayed over it and relished in it. 45 hours later my dreams had been cut up, chopped up, diced up, puréd machéted and other countless synonyms that describe BAMBOOZLED! Led astray. This led to two and half months of sheer blissless hell. :-(

After praying to get fired, to be able to move to another position, to crawl out the door an alternative came along by the gracious hands of the lord! GOD will put you in places and around people to force you grow, force you to learn and force you to fight back against what is not godly! It took me longer than I care to log but GOD is good and allowed me a way out. I feel like a freed prisoner! TODAY I can breath a sigh of relieve and smile and pray for those I have left behind!!

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