Confused

I will never fully understand what motivates or triggers ignorance. If u don't want to be associated with someone, then don't. If someone doesn't make u happy, move on. If everything they say, do and breathe irritates you - move on. Don't stay for the kids, for show, out of fear or any other random reason but above all else don't stay just to lie, cheat or destroy what once was a friendship - people envied and admired. #Sad #Reality

Amazing

Amazing is how I can control my mouth lately. So I fell asleep and someone thought it was okay to slam their hand and down on the sofa and yell my name.....well! That was awakening in FULL METAL JACKET form to me. I was pissed  to say the least. But fast forward to this morning and that person has sent me an email and text saying how I don't care and how I always fall asleep and don't care about them and how if they did that I would be complaining, yada yada yada....Really dude. Ur amazing right now. I have no words for u, literally. So silence it is.

Release

Sometimes a little sincerity goes a long way. If you love someone, tell them. If you care about someone, show them. The saying goes "Actions speak louder than words". I agree and disagree. U can show show someone u care buying them flowers or a new toy they long for or even treating them to a massage or taking them to their favorite place. That would be ur actions speaking. On the flip side, if you scream "u make me sick" or mumble "stupid ass" when u think they aren't listening, that will also speak volumes and resonate in their mind over a period of time. Ur words are like swords and ur actions are like daggers. U can't sugar coat either one. U can disguise it to look like anything other than what it is. Love is love. Lust is lust. Tolerance is sad. . . .what are you showing and speaking?

Not friends huh?

How do u move on from a broken friendship? One day you're sharing ur life and dreams and talking ur heart out and they drop "hey ,u know I don't tell u stuff because I don't feel comfortable with you". WTF is that about?  I been ur friend, thick and thin, shared my most intimate details of my world with u what in the hell does this mean ?? Oh but we're still cool u say?? I say " no the EFF we ain't?" I am still processing this but walking with blurred vision