I refer to it as the day my life will change either for better or for worse. I wonder if I have convinced myself all will be well. 03-22-2013. . .D-day. Decision day. Dooms day. Sentencing. A day we knew would come but postponed for many reasons. Some say what a testimony I am living. No testimony without a test, right? I wonder if the TEST is become independent. I wonder if the real TEST is to strengthen the foundation of my faith. I wonder why over the last year I've felt so annihilated, so alone, yet stronger than ever, more optimistic, felt an undeniable inner peace. I wonder how long can I put up this mask of super woman to the world. I wonder where is the real daughter, sister, mother, wife and friend I once was? I stay Wondering what will be the outcome of D-Day!
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