Lately it seems as if every action is against me. Living with family, losing a vehichle, being annihilated from friends, being left out, no one to talk to, behavior issues with the kids, constant arguments with the spouse, silent days, no space to escape to, feeling lost and defeated in my spirit, not feeling like God is around or even listening - the voice I hear is my own. How do I discern what decision is right or wrong? Who do I look to for answers when I feel all alone? Is this a test of my faith? Or is this a punishment for my past? *sigh* God it's me...are you there?
10.30.13
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